Hey YOU..DoN't B1OcK the BlOgGerZ

This message is never intended to hurt anyone or any astrologer.

Recently there is a advertisment published in low-range newspaper about Astrology service in KL. The astrologer comes from India , seems to have special mystic powers where by he is able to predict problems just by looking as us. One of my close friend after reading the advert made appointment and went over to meet him. She even took a day off.
The swamiji sits in a room and there is a intepreter. The Swamiji asked for my friends name, Nakshatra (Star) and Raasi (If he can predict problems, why even he needs this bit of info, Funny eh !!). Each time the astrologer predict something the interpreter will interpret from Hindi to english.
He started off telling her lucky number, color and days. Also mentioned that there are many jealousy in her office. He mentioned that she has some problem in getting married and there is a dosham. He also asked her why there is a delay in her marriage,  my friend responded saying that her parents are looking out for marriage proposals .The interpreter harshly told off my frend that she is big enough to look for one on her own, he even had a cheek to tell her that "do you want a way to get guys smitten and attracted to you" , "don’t you feel horny looking at any guys"… The astrologer asked her for RM2700 to ensure there is no blockage in her marriage..It seems he will remediate her problems and guaranteed that by July 2009 she will certainly get married.
My friend is quite upset with the whole incident and walk off.. He even reminded her to pay off the consultation fees of RM50. My frend noticed many poor Indian girls is accompanied by the astrologer Swamiji’s Sishya’s to withdraw money…This girls doesn’t seems to be from well to do family.

FYI.. The main reason she went there is just to see the golmal of Bogus Astrologer and best part is that she is married.. Lolz.
The story above summarize how badly we’re traumatized by astrologer’s that are lying through their nose. Just to add to the spice, I do remember reading there is a remediation for those under influence of Naga Thosham, remember vedic mentioned that there is no way to remediate Naga Thosham ( I got this info by reading, unsure whether it fact or not). The remediation is just by prayers and walkthrough of life.

What is the Aura ?

Aura of leaf in Kirlian Camera

Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every part of an atom, every electron, every elementary “particle”, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the Aura as a electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading Auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the Aura vibration. The Aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light.

The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (DNA structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists, who seem to be about 3 decades ahead of everyone else in Aura research, make experiments suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave Aura. The high frequency UV part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.

Aura of Coins in Kirlian Camera

By reading Aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. By consciously controlling your Aura you can actually heal yourself. However, healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness, spiritual development and our awareness of Nature …

Auras can be trapped using Kirlian Camera - a special device which forms photogram result from high voltage with minimum corona discharge - a electric field around the edges of objects. Although there are much controversy behind aura trapping, many great saints and scholars has proven people are able to see aura of others through deep meditation and concerntration.

Test this

Place the picture in Fig 1 about 1.5 m in front of you. Look exactly at the black spot for 30 seconds or so and observe colored dots with your peripheral vision. Resist temptation to look anywhere else but the black spot.

Note that colored areas seem to be surrounded by the “Aura” of a different color. When peripheral sensors are stimulated for some time, we have color sensations, much different than when we use the central vision. The longer you concentrate, the brighter is the “Aura” around colored areas, because your sensitivity increases.

Source: http://www.thiaoouba.com

Govinda Nama Sankeerthana !!

This year’s Deepavali is very special to me for many reason, one of it will be, I celebrated with SRF members. The programme started at 6pm with short meditation and brief explaination on Festival of lights. The itenary took a bang with childrens performance (Kirtan’s & Chants). Senior members of SRF sung heart mellowing chants - which I personally feel it calls ancient energy which serve our quiet mind, remove obstacles and bring us back to ourselves. I felt peace,harmony and sense of connectivity with God.

The childrens are rewarded for all the hardwork & effort for practising the chants. They became the "celebrity" a.k.a limelight of the evening. ……So What is next ???? FOoooooooD !!  Yes !!, all of us savoured tasty potluck vegetarian food . It is delicious and I savoured almost all the items served !! The desserts are sweetly heaven. I simply had a wonderful time with GOD & kids and lovely SRF members. A sweet day to remember !! 

After taking short break from 7 1/2 year cycle series, Im here again to complete the final learning curve that I had for almost 8 years and how things have changed my life .

Not everything the astrology prediction is true or turn out to be true, some did like my exam result and so on. We didn’t run away from house neither hanging on the phone for hours. Astrology prediction can be used as guideline but not everything. He even predicted that my studies will be halt half way and so on however I did complete my Prof.Diploma and furthered upto my Masters successfully. We left the house for work purpose by staying at S’pore being closer to the School and HP office . Though Im unable to deny if my SPM result is otherwise perhaps I wouldn’t have had the burning fire in me to pursue my studies. Missing a mere of  ‘1′point could change and twist the fate of your life.

I learned alot about people, knowing and understanding their tricks, invalued moral attitudes, care-less for human folks and very self oriented. Very rare to find for someone whom really shows true cares,loving and willingness to help. E.g Mr.Ananth from fwc whom helped me to get to S’pore Immigration. It is good to learn everything at young age instead of older age,it prepares you for the golden age and always have a "BEWARE" instinct deep in you. From everything that happened to my family, taught me how to be independent and lead your life ahead strongly. Suffering from hunger helped me alot on controlling my 5 senses swiftly, thus I learn to appreciate food more than before and Im very much aware of what I am eating. Im grown now that I don’t take things for granted or easy, appreciate every small little helps that comes into my life and care extremely for my loved ones. Although I can’t deny people tend to make use of the care and love we show by making use of our weakness. I take my job very seriously because once upon a time it is my job that fed my family when both my parents was retrenched and we’re in helpless moment. Although money is not everything it is essential for our life, cruciality still goes back to our roots, our upbringing,attitudes and morality.

Though my ambition to be Forensic Pathologis never get fulfilled even till today, Im happy that Im still a "forensic pathologist" for IT systems, same type of work needs to be done. If I need to read human atlas, here I need to read the OS guide, if I need to slit the body flesh, here I need to open config files and manipulate it… so still at the end Im doing the same job !! Not on human but on gigantic machines !!

I learned that by making our own parents happy, we gain much, we have their sincere blessings and they are the best of friends that one can have. There is a saying there is a women behind all Men’s success, the saying applies intricately on me as well, My mom is my strong backbone behind every our success, without her guidance, choice or even blessings I wouldn’t have easily meted out all the challenges and thorns that happen in my life. She set a very deep example in my life, for some whom have known what happened previously would feel the same way as well. Her bitter moments in life have seeded us courageously and continously pushed us up. My dad’s ever unceasing love and prayers for us helped us to stand still among the rough sea.

Patience is virtue, not a simple sentence but very meaningful. The mental torchures that I went through for almost 5 years taught me to be patient & forgive. However there is a limit of what can be digested and tolerated.

Those people who gave me some hard time at school , appreciated me being one of the youngest staff in schools and kept our friendship growing till today. At SJC, I met up with warm friend of mine Sandy, we worked together and our relationship grows from mere collegueship to best friendships. Although I know her for about 1.5 years, but our friendship blooms till today. I found there are many similiarity between both of us in term of thoughts and ideas. Being a elder person, she guided me very well and even offered to take telco line under her name. That is one of the biggest help she has done, else it will be difficult to survive with prepaid. Those days prepaid in singapore deducts both way.

Let me cut long story short, it is a tremendous deep learning curve that has moulded into what I am today. Whenever the memory comes, I Thank the GOD and my dearest ones for being with me and showing the right path. Once for all, I have started to lead a balance life and enjoy every moments as much as I can. Rough seas are not there always and it aint easy as well, take one at time and our journey will be smooth…

Sunday schools are different from education schools that touch based on certain subject or calculations. Sunday school teach us to use our own creativity such as crafts, drawing, coloring and followed by bible studies. However SRF (Self Realization Foundation ) has imposed unique methologies quantified with numerous handpicked lessons for growing children which I witnessed personally. The lessons help them to grow and outwit the delusion that we’re adopting now. They are taught
Im personally gifted to witness how the Senior members of SRF, Kuala Lumpur mould the lessons into each children. Based on simple modules such as story telling, prayers and singing provides crucial information and balanced education to the children. Children loves story and their attentiveness is easily attuned and attracted , they tend to keep their focusness.I find the lessons - teaching by GREAT Paramahamsa Yogananda gives importance to many little things that we may tend to defocus and seems not necessary. The focus is always oneand only with GOD, all of us are aware and there is a strong beliefs that GOD do speak with Kids - being the most purest creation.The children are taught the right mechanism to say prayers, something which Im not taught When I was a kid, Our parents do encourage us to pray, we know there is a Supreme power that watch us constantly however we performed our prayes " as being Told" without any sincerity. Our parents often tell us that if you do this mistake, god will punish you and  this has instantaneously created fear in all of us, But not LOVE towards God. A Senior Member from SRF KL teach us on how to Love God by relating some true wonderful stories, special prayers,songs & affirmations. The method is easily adopted by any kids as she used layman english with a lot of affection, loving and diligently taught the children on how to say prayers for parents, friends and their siblings something which all of us adopted ONLY when we started growing more maturedly, we’re selfish we only pray to ourselves especially during Major exams such as PMR or SPM and we will only pray that " I must get x number A’s " we never pray for our friends or our brothers or sisters .

There are also some creative lessons arranged for the kids which enables them to use their skills and mindset. The lessons taught in SRF which occurs once a month will certainly creates impact to children’s mental and physical growth. The unique meditation techniques combines with spiritual classes will ensure the children grows up in a oasis of Learned Ones and cultivate them for betterment in their personal life. With the current pandemic of kids extreme behaviour and crimes, Right Spiritual education will help the growing kids to keep closer to God and start to Love GOD more sincerely. GOD will be their Best Friends and develop divine friendship.

Request : I do hope parents whom are willing to invest for their children for Piano, karate

and other classes will also consider Spiritual classes. Furthermore the Senior members of SRF KL, has vast experience and the lessons are specially prepared by Mother Center in US.
For more details without hesistant do contact SRF, KL @ +603 -79876200.

One Shall Not Forget How the Spiritual Sunday classes shaped Britain.

The divine mothers are representation of Shakti and they alone give the super power to their devotee to conquer all. These divine mothers are Durga(Goddes of Victory) , Lakshmi (Goddess of Wealth) & Saraswathy (Goddess of Knowledge and Wisdom) for 9 days, the final last day which is 10th day is Vijayadasami. Each of the days honours an aspect of Divine Mother and step by step the aspirant .

Day One: Sailaputra - Daughter of the Himalayas

Day Two: Brahmacharini - She Who remains celibate

Day Three: Chandraghanta - She Who is Beautiful as the Moon

Day Four: Kusmanda - She Who brings happiness

Day Five: Skandamata - Mother of Skanda, the leader of armies against evil

Day Six: Katyayani - Aspect of Mother Kali

Day Seven: Kalaratri - Kali Night of no Moon

Day Eight: Mahagauri - The Great White Goddess

Day Nine: Siddhidatri - She Who is of great spiritual Powers and knowledge

See my previous post here

Source taken from Komilla.com

During Navarathiri being one of the most Important celebration, my mom ensures different type of prasadams are offered to Goddess for next 10 days without failures. Hymns and Manthra’s are chanted continously to invoke Divine Mother. The festival is grandly celebrated at temple starting with Ganapathi & Chandi Homams, prayers, bhajanai’s, Nadaswaram’s and cultural programmes. Bharathanatyams, Folk dance, Kollam competition and stage drama’s are set as part of the celebration. Navaratiri falls on Puratasi month , thus on Saturday’s Goddess Durga will be adorned as Goddess Vishnu-Durga with sankhu and Shakaram on her both hands with lotus flowers.
It is advised to fast or atleast observe vegetarian for 10 days and divert the mind towards spiritual to gain Divine Mothers blessing.

I applied for technical role but was given only a Call Center position. Im very technical person, gained the knowledge at HP Singapore vastly. I can assemble PC on my own, that was my capabality but due to my young age and proficient merely on Adv.Diploma level didn’t earn me high salary or any better position that I wanted. Life is still hard, because the salary at KL is much lower than whan Im earning at S’pore. I left my job due to retrenchment and the fire to pursue my studies is still a desire in me.
I stumbled upon Master’s degree with Systematic, registered and paid the downpayment, Im not eligible to withdraw from my EPF at that age, and monthly payment is half of my salary. I bought a kancil that time as well, thus the salary is just enough to support my studies, parents and car. I didn’t enjoy much with my salary but happy that Im studying, so I started teaching tuition for some kids after work. I still remember I used to teach continuously 4 hours (2 hours per house) after work that is till 10pm. I didn’t charge much as the family is not well to do but I still continued. Present rate at KL is Rm35 per hour but I didn’t charge by hour due to the family situation but merely RM150 for 3 students of Secondary school. I toiled day and night to support my studies and my families.However the constraint for my studies continued, lethargic and tired due to work, tuition and study till late night. I need to wake up as early as 5:30am to reach office by 7am.

During my Master’s number of books needed increased expensive as well. So I stop driving to work, but used LRT and Famous " Nadaraja Service" - walking, to save money on petrol. I used to be drenched in rain water and dried under sun. I started cutting my expenses by depending on biscuits and fruits for lunch at office. I saved every little money that I can for my studies, books and exam fees. At office I worked hard and within months after joining was promoted to Tech.Support exec and years to Team lead.Once after my Adv. Post graduate - I nearly quitted my studies because it gets tougher, I cried deeply in silence, because being a IT student I don’t have much knowledge on Finance and economics, it is simulation question and toughest among all. Top of everything I skipped many classes during weekend due to nature of my work. Thus I need to study on my own and understand the essence of the management from my own derivatives, which is not a easy way out. But the will power and my parents love conquered everything, the encouragement that they gave instilled in us is tremendous. I continued and completed the simulation with the help of Rex ( son of leading business magnate in London).I didn’t have time to go out with friends neither enjoy any life or entertainment. My cycle was office->House->Tuition->College. I rarely shopped for any new clothing or purchase anything. I still remember at office im being refered as " Anti-Socialis" , it is not that I don’t want to participate in any event, the situation was such. Unexplainable.

My religious belief is very strong and my continuous prayers kept me going on. However I didn’t do any special prayers for Lord Sanni on saturday to evade his effect but prayed to my Beloved Supreme Lord Shriman Narayana. (I read in many religous book that it is advisable to lit oil lamp on saturday for Lord Sanni).

When I started my Master’s twice Im being admitted in the hospital once for head injury at Assunta hospital due to "accident", being injected continuously from various testing and scanning. The second admission is for my Spinal-nerve problems due to slip disk and intertwining of main nerves in spinal at lumbar 5. During which I can’t sneeze when Im standing, I will collapse. The excruciating pain prolonged with hyperventilation attack that I used to get now and then. Hyperventilation attack gives me a sense that my death is nearing - gasping for oxygen continuously. Health condition is badly inflicted.Few years ago, I went through surgery due to inflamed tissue which is about to toxicity my respiratory area and it needs to be removed immediately else it might cause more health conditions. Again Im very much sad abt the whole thing of surgery, I can’t help it. It is very painful seizures.

Finally after much painful health conditions I manage to complete my Master’s successfully.Yes the day finally came, my graduation. Im unable to describe the happiness when I receive the scroll - that was the time where 7 1/2 years of sanni cycle came to abrupt -end.In the whole story of 7.5 years 2 other major "incidents" happened which I would prefer to remain anonymous, I was mentally "torchured" for 7 years & mentally "abused" . I lived in fear for the 7 years of my life, feared for many thing till it cause my first landing in the hospital due to head injury - the so called "accident".

During the first 2 years when Im still in college -NIIT, a Chief Priest from India - Sri Kalikambal Temple - Swami Satha Sivom. He appeared in the Rajni’s movie " Baba" , the statue used in the movie is from his temple. He is none other than the GREAT Saivisme follower Sivachariar T.Sambamoorthy’s son. The Late T.Sambamoorthy Sivachariar is the 3rd highest priest in India and world renown priest whom have conducted thousands of Yagnas, Yagams, Kumbhabhishegam and gave speech for world peace around world. I have met the GREAT and received his blessings when I was a kid. Swami Satha Sivom ( who was undergoing silence) stayed with us for many months when he came to know the disastrous ( which need to be remained anonymous) happened. He advised both myself and sister to leave our home and stay in another place as we’re both going through Sanni thesai, it is advisable to not see our parents face everyday. Also we’re advised to cross sea if possible, we crossed sea almost every weekend - passing JB to Singapore. It is a ritual to reduce the impact of Sanni. He conducted numerous prayers for our family, homam’s and continuous deep meditation at our home. He is someone whom I respected for everything that he have done for us - Agains GOD SEND Man !

… Continue..

I need to admit I forgot to add few other prediction the astrologer blurted, he said that we will not be able to pursue our studies neither continue our studies, we will run away from the house and entangled in love life. I believe at tht young age most of the astrologer prediction will b the same old bull story.

let me continue.

After SPM Though Im not at all interested to further my studies in any other field than medicine. Since i lost 1 point for my aggregrade, I have received letter to study in the top notch school for STPM - English College in JB. Taking into consideration my mom’s advice to study in IT field. Started my college at NIIT, although having so much of dislikes I went on. That time I haven’t used a computer, I don’t even know what is copy-paste ( once I used to memorize the steps for copy-paste for my exam !! hahah Damn IT Dummy but now Im sitting and blogging) hehe. I went through so much with the studies because I hated it, but my SPM result is my firing point in my life, I studied very hard and passed all my papers with distinction and flying colors.Two years of college life about to end …. Dang ! My mom came back with a bad news that Singapore is Retrenching, she is affected and retrenched. A month later the same thing happen to my dad when the company is being taken over by another firm and he is already 55 years old and to be retired as well. I clearly remember it was October and Msia is facing the heat of economy crisis. Retrenchment happened globally.
Now both my parents are jobless and we’re about to end of college life to pursue our degree. We have decided the college to enter and even suggested some twinning program with UK. Things took sudden turn, major disappointment… My parents got cheated by unscruplous Share market remisier , we lost Huge amount of money, all that are my parents hard earned money, their sweat and blood. So now both myself and my sis decided to start looking for job to support our parents and we need to pay for loans, our dream to pursue degree took a quick twist. A month after my college studies was completed, we manage to secure a job at HP Singapore as Technical Asst. But before we secure the job, we ran into financial constraint, I do remember that week was Navaratiri, myself and my sis used to go to temple for prayers and temple food, we will pack and bring back for my parents as well. Yes we had difficulties even with food !! My parents went through much trauma after losing their job and losing huge amount of money. What a Karma effect ! Suffered so much at tht young age where I see girls in my age are much jollying and enjoying their teenage years happily.
Job at Singapore is a challenging, we worked at Alexandra Rd before being transfered to Sengkang. We need to wake up as early as 4am to get ready to work, to dress up, drive to JB custom and take a 170 bus to Kranji (the S’pore Immigration Jam is killer and polluted our breathing daily). From Kranji MRT to Yio Chu Kang , another bus to Sengkang and 15 min walk to the school. Im just 19 yrs old at tht time, Technical Asst means, The only technical IT personnel and need to support - 500 PC/laptops, projector,Camera (Digital/Video), Patching Lan Cables, Testing of RJ45 cables in LAN room, mounting the servers on the rack and all MOE apps. Yes singapore schools are equiiped with such Hi-Fi facility unlike schools in malaysia. 4 storey building and you need to carry the heavy monitors and PC up and down without using the lift. I did build a lean muscle The user’s in Spore are very nasty at times, but there are just many wonderful people around there. It was in HP I learned IT deeply such as laying of fiber channel, backup and I used to climb the server rack to mount servers. I will finish work at 5pm and reach my JB home at 10pm. I had enough time to take shower, dinner and sleep, the next day need to wake up at 4am in the morning and repeat the whole cycle again. What a life man !!

It is already 30 days and now time for my first salary , since I don’t have a bank account yet, cheque is given to us. But to encash it you need to open a account with POSB, but before that you need to have valid work permit. Permit will take some time to be processed and etc, I do remember that day , never will I erase it from my sense even at this moment, I only have SGD5 with some coins with me, I went to Tanjung Pagar for my permit And unsure where exactly the building is and have been walking up and down for hours, no one helped me. I asked many ppl but all gave wrong direction. It is freaking hot and im getting dried under the sun, Lastly I manage to approach a kind hearted gentleman , he showed me the way. His name is Ananth - Foreigner, someone holding very high post, he took a cab to IBM tower first, bought for me food capati and chick peas. God knows how hungry I was that time.

***I don;t want to waste money by eating as I need SGD5 to take MRT back to Woodlands !!
Infact for work permit I need to go to MOM not Immigration office !!! The HR Manguz didn’t give correct information, he took the cab again to MOM and drop me there and gave me SGD10 for me to go back, although I didn’t utter to him that Im lacking of cash !! Im speechless at the moment, he is total stranger but came all the way and took all the trouble to guide and show me the way. He is a GOD send man. After I get my clearance i quickly went to nearest POSB to encash the cheque.
*** Im totally stranger at Singapore- at the age of 19 I didn’t know much about the roads
or anything, but all this exhausted moments I went through alone ***

Days by days gone, every saturday I used to walk from Singapore customs to JB City Square
under the freaking hot burning sun or raining, as the causeway is packed up with cars. Very
tiring and tiring. I have only sunday to rest but the rest is never enough for anything, Sunday evening I used to teach at computer class to earn extra cash also tuition at the same time. It is very tiring and some didn’t even pay me the fees untill today !!
As days goes on, I started fall sick very frequently,perhaps of the tiredness..and the job at Singapore is mind boggling, they squeeze every cents out from our blood and sweat ! I never seat at my place always on the move walking up and down, I used to hold handphone,pager and walkie talkie , if there is any issue the teachers would page for me and I need to respond quicker than superman !! There are lot of dungu’s there, some even will shout that the printer is not printing without switching on the printer, some will even say unable to open their file without putting in their diskette in the PC !! Better still some put the diskette into the CD-ROM compartment and got the whole ROM stucked !! I
feel like laffing now but at tht time !@#$#%%$% !! For all their silly mistake I need to respond fast , just imagine if everyone are the same.
We rented a room in Singapore . Since I wanted to save money, I started eating less at night, I merely will stick to Thosai (being the cheapest food) at night, again started to fall on sick. SInce I wanted to pursue my studies, I took MCSE classes and paid for the courses+ the exam fee, can you imagine, I saved little by little and after completing all the 7 modules, when I’m about to Sit for the exam , The goverment sealed the office and our money never refunded. So I lost my money again with unscruplous education center.So food story and Singapore working life came to end after almost working 1.5 years.
I didn’t stop checking out colleges in Malaysia to pursue my studies, some even say that we will never study because we started to taste the sweetness of money. But I know deep in my heart I didn’t, we took the move to work to support my parents, to help them to recover from the losses that happened.I haven’t tasted the sweetness of money yet, I could only smell my blood and sweat in my salary, I went through the pain at young age. I know the true meaning of hunger and moneyless !!

I manage to get job at Standard chartered Bank in Malaysia, KL. I quit my job and moved on to Msia. …To be continued.

Part 1.

Initially i thought of starting a new blog for this special topic - Effect of 7 1/2 years of Saturn cycle ( 7rai naatu sanni). But I decided to stick with my current blog else it will becomeredundant and unmanageable. The main reason for me to write all the ordeal that I went through during this period is to share the challenges and obstacles and how to revive from it.I don’t feel shy to share the story, as this is true story that happened in my life and many lessons that I learned. The 7.5 years cycle has completed 2 years ago, For my raasi Rishabam the cycle started on 1997 April. A flashback….

I still remember clearly on 13th April 1997 ( one day before Tamil New Year) one man -Jothidar came to our house. The main purpose is not for astrology but to sell the Gayathri

Manthra Alarm Clock and Tulsi pot from India. While he is marketting his products he deliberately told my parents that he is can predict /explain on astrology, thus mom gave our birthdate, and time . He explained that we will be going through 7.5 years cycle of Sanni effect. He added that no matter how hard we studied , we won’t be getting Grade 1 for SPM, won’t be pursuing in Medical studies (my ambition is to become Forensic pathologist - I know this field is not any girls fav line, but it is mine), will go through a lot of struggle, Not to get married before the completion of 7.5years, will earn very bad name from relatives/friends etc etc etc and expected to fall in love and will be troubled by a boy .

I didn’t believe him at all, being science student from the ONLY science class in my school and top 10 student in the whole tingkatan, he couldn’t be much bothered with his prediction, however there is still small doubt running around my head. I studied against all the odds, being a pure science student there is more struggle need to be in place compared to rest of my friends. Among my good friends now Dr.Chitra, Kalay, Kavi there is a competition that we set to ourself. We studied and studied, I participated in Inter School debate and won till district level and manage to get my rural school in the eyes of Johor State govt. Im also nominated and won as the BEST SPEAKER. Im proud of myself to receive the scroll from District of JB. We got the third placing after we lose to English College (Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar) - the famous Royal School in JB. Not easy to compete this dragon boys !! But Im still happy because it has never happen in the school history that we won english debate to District level.  I also participated in Walkathon and got a medal for myself.  All this gives me more confidence that astrology prediction is falsified. On top of that Im school’s top History scorer.

My SPM Trial result is out… I got a Grade 1.
Finally SPM came and over. Theafter my schoolmate - boy started to develop feelings for me and has been harassing me with phone calls and worst still he send me a expensive birthday card - those days a huge card with music and lights are the most expensive cards. I remember i tore it into pieces and flush it in the toilet bowl. My mom’s strict upbringing would not be happy or keen to see all this.

The following year, SPM result is announced, I went to collect my slip… I almost fainted. I got a grade ‘2′ I missed the Agggregrade by 1 point.. Damn it !! 1 point changed my whole life upside down, I was sickly sad, horrible and thinking where I went wrong. I didn’t swallow any food for few days. Very disappointed with myself.
Remember The boy tht gave me love card, called me and irritated me that day, he got a Grade 1 and was blowing horns through his nose !!
….to be continued..