7 1/2 years cycle of Sanni (3rd Part)
I applied for technical role but was given only a Call Center position. Im very technical person, gained the knowledge at HP Singapore vastly. I can assemble PC on my own, that was my capabality but due to my young age and proficient merely on Adv.Diploma level didn’t earn me high salary or any better position that I wanted. Life is still hard, because the salary at KL is much lower than whan Im earning at S’pore. I left my job due to retrenchment and the fire to pursue my studies is still a desire in me.
I stumbled upon Master’s degree with Systematic, registered and paid the downpayment, Im not eligible to withdraw from my EPF at that age, and monthly payment is half of my salary. I bought a kancil that time as well, thus the salary is just enough to support my studies, parents and car. I didn’t enjoy much with my salary but happy that Im studying, so I started teaching tuition for some kids after work. I still remember I used to teach continuously 4 hours (2 hours per house) after work that is till 10pm. I didn’t charge much as the family is not well to do but I still continued. Present rate at KL is Rm35 per hour but I didn’t charge by hour due to the family situation but merely RM150 for 3 students of Secondary school. I toiled day and night to support my studies and my families.However the constraint for my studies continued, lethargic and tired due to work, tuition and study till late night. I need to wake up as early as 5:30am to reach office by 7am.
During my Master’s number of books needed increased expensive as well. So I stop driving to work, but used LRT and Famous " Nadaraja Service" - walking, to save money on petrol. I used to be drenched in rain water and dried under sun. I started cutting my expenses by depending on biscuits and fruits for lunch at office. I saved every little money that I can for my studies, books and exam fees. At office I worked hard and within months after joining was promoted to Tech.Support exec and years to Team lead.Once after my Adv. Post graduate - I nearly quitted my studies because it gets tougher, I cried deeply in silence, because being a IT student I don’t have much knowledge on Finance and economics, it is simulation question and toughest among all. Top of everything I skipped many classes during weekend due to nature of my work. Thus I need to study on my own and understand the essence of the management from my own derivatives, which is not a easy way out. But the will power and my parents love conquered everything, the encouragement that they gave instilled in us is tremendous. I continued and completed the simulation with the help of Rex ( son of leading business magnate in London).I didn’t have time to go out with friends neither enjoy any life or entertainment. My cycle was office->House->Tuition->College. I rarely shopped for any new clothing or purchase anything. I still remember at office im being refered as " Anti-Socialis" , it is not that I don’t want to participate in any event, the situation was such. Unexplainable.
My religious belief is very strong and my continuous prayers kept me going on. However I didn’t do any special prayers for Lord Sanni on saturday to evade his effect but prayed to my Beloved Supreme Lord Shriman Narayana. (I read in many religous book that it is advisable to lit oil lamp on saturday for Lord Sanni).
When I started my Master’s twice Im being admitted in the hospital once for head injury at Assunta hospital due to "accident", being injected continuously from various testing and scanning. The second admission is for my Spinal-nerve problems due to slip disk and intertwining of main nerves in spinal at lumbar 5. During which I can’t sneeze when Im standing, I will collapse. The excruciating pain prolonged with hyperventilation attack that I used to get now and then. Hyperventilation attack gives me a sense that my death is nearing - gasping for oxygen continuously. Health condition is badly inflicted.Few years ago, I went through surgery due to inflamed tissue which is about to toxicity my respiratory area and it needs to be removed immediately else it might cause more health conditions. Again Im very much sad abt the whole thing of surgery, I can’t help it. It is very painful seizures.
Finally after much painful health conditions I manage to complete my Master’s successfully.Yes the day finally came, my graduation. Im unable to describe the happiness when I receive the scroll - that was the time where 7 1/2 years of sanni cycle came to abrupt -end.In the whole story of 7.5 years 2 other major "incidents" happened which I would prefer to remain anonymous, I was mentally "torchured" for 7 years & mentally "abused" . I lived in fear for the 7 years of my life, feared for many thing till it cause my first landing in the hospital due to head injury - the so called "accident".
During the first 2 years when Im still in college -NIIT, a Chief Priest from India - Sri Kalikambal Temple - Swami Satha Sivom. He appeared in the Rajni’s movie " Baba" , the statue used in the movie is from his temple. He is none other than the GREAT Saivisme follower Sivachariar T.Sambamoorthy’s son. The Late T.Sambamoorthy Sivachariar is the 3rd highest priest in India and world renown priest whom have conducted thousands of Yagnas, Yagams, Kumbhabhishegam and gave speech for world peace around world. I have met the GREAT and received his blessings when I was a kid. Swami Satha Sivom ( who was undergoing silence) stayed with us for many months when he came to know the disastrous ( which need to be remained anonymous) happened. He advised both myself and sister to leave our home and stay in another place as we’re both going through Sanni thesai, it is advisable to not see our parents face everyday. Also we’re advised to cross sea if possible, we crossed sea almost every weekend - passing JB to Singapore. It is a ritual to reduce the impact of Sanni. He conducted numerous prayers for our family, homam’s and continuous deep meditation at our home. He is someone whom I respected for everything that he have done for us - Agains GOD SEND Man !
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I was murmuring prayer’s. It is a very wonderful moment to think of GOD as the new Journey begins.. 

, and it is being sold like hot cake.
Good LUCK - ONBVN
